Notes from Dr. Borkosky

Fear. Subsequently the company thought they had the perfect way to get rid of me - they wrongly accused me of being "mentally ill" and invented stories of my alleged "irrational behavior". Come on, admit it: at some point or another, when everything you’ve worked and sacrificed for is falling down around you, you’ve secretly and silently asked yourself, “Could I be cursed?”, If you’re like me (and like it or not, you just might be), then the last thing you’d want to do is to admit this fear to anyone else. This time I’m back with a new race, the cursed blood, according to which ancestor the cursed was bestowed they all lay claim to different powers.

Quiet your mind and quiet your emotions. Lastly, there is a chance that a curse is active, and is responsible for your problems. My biological "parents" - though I cannot call them "parents" - cursed me countless times, and inflicted the worst imaginable abuse on me - including psychological terror, ferocious beatings, and selling me to "men" for their pleasure. Paper tigers for you to crumple in your iron fist. Understand that you are capable of fulfilling your own needs now.

You can work ten times harder, you can put forth a thousand times more effort than ever before, but you can’t seem to hold back the flood of destruction from your life. Not only will you likely have to gather obscure fetish items, specific ritual tools, and personal links to your intended victim, but in order to REALLY curse someone, you’re going to have to do some serious hard work. It may be that you have been in a traumatic situation when you were very young.

They certainly never helped or even believed me. I came across yet another guy who nearly raped me, told police, but was accused of "lying before so I must be lying now". Your own conscious or unconscious mismanagement of your affairs. Fear of failure. Despite the guy being - so it turned out - a known rapist, I was not believed and nothing got done. The psychiatrist was astonished that I had been sent to see him as he could clearly see that there was nothing wrong with me, and that my fear of the neighbor was completely normal given her behavior and threats. Fear of angering a spirit. Your career and your relationship start to fall apart, your savings and investments drained just to keep the lights on, not even able to figure out how you’re going to pay your rent or settle your mortgage payment. Become an Sit in meditation. Talking about compendium, as many have guessed, I have started work on a new one, the name is the Compendium of Vile Darkness, and as you can imagine, it will contain all things grim and dark.

The only exception were false friends - ie, people who tried to use me for one thing or another. Such an internal compartmentalization is difficult if not impossible for most people, as is the ability to push these powers without the aid of the emotions. I voluntarily didn’t go too in depth with the origin of the curse and who bestowed it, to leave that for the DM to fill in, let me know if I should perhaps add more. No reproduction of any part without permission or you will be cursed. I cannot eat, and when I try to sleep, I am haunted by terrifying nightmares and sleep paralysis. A few months after that, more disaster struck.

Remember that this is not something you’re asking your *emotions* to tell you, but you are asking the Highest part of yourself, the Living God part of yourself that is omniscient. I don't want to go into all the details as if I did so, I would be writing a book.

I therefore remain friendless. At the same time I had become friends with, and then started a relationship with, a guy who at first told me - like all the others - that I was "not good enough" as a proper girlfriend - in fact, none of the previous abusive boyfriends had ever wanted to marry me, and this guy said the same. I complained but was not believed. Some times a life can be pain. Now, I’m not talking about manual labor. Comments Guidelines | Submission Guidelines | Contact. When I was a teenager I was kicked out in the street, so the following years were nothing but abusive relationships, ending up in care and getting abused there, in a shared flat where I was abused by the other girls there, and a particularly violent "boyfriend" who beat me to a pulp whilst pregnant, and then, when I didn't lose the baby, forced me into an abortion. I have indeed also never had a monthly period, the only time I was pregnant I had a forced abortion, since then I am completely infertile, and I have never been really married - the two "marriages" having been just for immigration purposes. I’m writing a post on Patreon that I will release later today, that will go in more details as to what it will contain, but I’m really excited for it ! This new race comes with 3 sub races, if you want to view all of them, join us on Patreon, where you’ll find tons of other content, including the popular northern lights compendium. I have never found friends, and, despite being highly intelligent and very well educated, I have spent my life in bitter poverty and in social housing - which is so unusual for someone educated, intelligent and attractive that people who find out about it straight away either assume that there "must be something wrong with me", or that I must be "stupid, uneducated and lazy".

In my case however it goes way beyond that. I don't want to go into all the details as if I did so, I would be writing a book. The disappearance or deaths of household pets. I was suspended and blackmailed into either seeing a psychiatrist or getting fired. You may have to repeat this, as many curses must be performed at least 3 nights in a row, and possibly as much as 18 nights in a row, but you have the power to keep it at bay.

To publish a comment or vote, you need to be logged in (use the login form at the top of the page). As the power of these feelings is pushed into the ritual, you’ll likely lose all control over your body, your mouth spontaneously screaming bloodlust, your arms flailing to destroy the effigies, every muscle tight and every vein pulsing.

Sit in meditation. An increase in peripheral entity-detection; seeing “shadow people” more often and in greater numbers than is normal. Through this avenue, the curse is performed out of real necessity, as all emotion has been removed. No veterinary specialist could find the reason and I was devastated and desperate to find out the real reason for his passing, but no matter how many specialists I consulted, the reason for his death could not be established. That’s just crazy talk. Have you been able to move from where you are? You have “your dexterity of strength” do you mean dex and str? When they then find that this is not the case, they wonder even more why someone like me is not in a good job and living in a decent area, and so they invent the wildest stories about me, or just don't understand what's going on - in all cases, people view me with suspicion and want nothing to do with me. I have over the years tried everything to find friends - I've been to several courses, and countless evening classes, I have vounteered for a charity and other causes, I have been to friendship clubs etc. How to know if you've been cursed - I have the answer.

Hated from the moment on I was born, I experienced already as a child extreme hatred and abuse. My twenties were therefore spent starving and freezing in winter to such an extend that I very nearly died - often I had no food at all for an entire week (welfare is nowhere near enough for childless people in the UK). The next year I met someone at work, a manager - not my manager though - who the following year raped me. © The psychic medium story Cursed From Birth Out Of Hatred is copyrighted to Ankh. Energetic fluctuations in your invisible, intangible environment should also be observed, as the natural ebb and flow of these magickal energies can offset any physical actions that you might be taking. Placing a successful curse on another person is possibly one of the most difficult ritual feats a black magician can perform. Often, the fear of being cursed causes you, the supposed “Victim” to  supernaturally work against yourself. The most powerful skill in magick… the superhuman ability… the capacity to undergo the Transfiguration of Consciousness in ritual, to then summon forth the visage of an interdimensional spirit, and invite it to reveal the Secrets of Ascent… is the MOST MYSTERIOUS ability to average magicians. Had problems work neighbors, family, co-workers and almost every stranger I’ve encountered. Just over a year after that a colleague attacked me with the fist. I am 40 now, still without friends, and obviously without family. The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. I know what happened during my previous life as I had past life regression, and it would be impossible for me to have done something terrible during another lifetime as I am not a nasty person. Then my grandmother died under mysterious circumstances. ", Is that bloodborne? Knowing that, despite my good education, I would not get another job - as I had been unemployed many years - I had no choice but to go along with this. Assuming it is not an organic issue, if you see your basic self as in a depressive state it's almost as if your are continually feeding this idea to yourself.

i mean, i think the final nail is in the coffin now, but thank God this nightmare will be over soon but now I look back, my whole life has been like this, They are blockades on the Left Hand Path. He had only married me for a visa!

I was abducted and kept as a slave for nearly three years so that my then "husband" could obtain a visa in the UK (he was an illegal immigrant). Note that this is the least likely scenario. If you do a bit of research, you might also find some interesting correlations between the periods of downfall in your life and specific astrological or elemental alignments. You must divorce yourself entirely from all human sensitivity. You must become a hunter of humans, a sinister predator, unmoved by the horror of your own actions, and equally unmoved by the injustice of the actions of others towards you. You must become stone, directing the very essence of your victim’s demise toward them as they sleep. Going to work is out - resulting in me having missed a job interview, which in turn will result in me losing my job next year. This left me so terrified I could barely sleep, and it was not until much later that I found out that the reason electrical items in his house came on by themselves was because he had put them on a timer. Nothing is impossible. Sure, in some cases curses are called for… but if we’re still being honest with each other, I think we can both admit that those cases are few and far between. Physical, psychological, and emotional fatigue, which is not alleviated with sleep, eating, exercise, or even medication. Nothing was done against the person concerned, and I was put on the blacklist as an alleged "liar". Instead of stopping there, whatever malevolent force that is plowing through your life also decides that your car should break down, your children fall ill, your dog turns up missing, and a tooth starts to ache. The same year I had to undergo a hysterectomy at the tender age of 31, having suffered with extremely painful gynecological problems and a premature menopause, so having children was out. All this has exactly come true - most of my hair has fallen out, and what is left turned shorter and shorter, and lighter and lighter, over the years - and no doctor can find an explanation. I tried to find other reasons for his sudden departure and his abusive behavior, but had final confirmation yesterday that he was indeed just after a visa, and does in fact not care how I feel.

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